Waiting For Her Words

She’s the sunshine of my day,

The stars that light my night,

Sorry to say but I think I’m addicted to her and her texts,

And to her presence, I’m drawn tight.

I wait for her message to come,

Checking my phone every minute,

My heart beats with anticipation,

As I long for her words within it.

But sometimes the wait feels endless,

And my mind begins to race,

Did I do something wrong,

Did I say something that hurt her?

My thoughts continuously moving and sometimes out of control,

And I move towards my past history which is currently for me a blur.

But I know deep down that it’s just my anxiety,

That’s making me feel this way,

I trust in our beautiful friendship and such a strong bond,

And know that she’ll come back with a beautiful message to me someday.