I doubt you but not God

I doubt you –

Your promises, your different versions,

But still I meet you and help you in need.

I doubt your love,I fall in dilemma about your changing patterns of behaviour,

But still we reunite after the worst of fights

And you always stand by my side.

What strange chemistry I wonder we have

But in spite of misunderstandings

You never leave me.

I doubt you, at times I feel you are mine,

At times I feel I never want to see you again,

But then you come back.

I doubt you but not God,

For God has some purpose to make you come to my life

And make me do things I have never done before.

You have loved me,comforted me,driven me crazy, given me a lot of pain, relieved me,been cruel to me,

Your unreasonable behaviour at times have tormented me,

I do not understand you at times.

I doubt you,but not God.